Go to the school counselor!!! Get help!!!! Now Talk to your mom and friends!!!! GET help!!!!!

i feel exactly the same way
espcially the second to last line

i hate myself for feeling this way because there are so many other people who have to put up with worse than my situation everyday

but i just posted a question because i have decided that i am going to get some help without my parents knowledge because i don't want anyone else to know

and i have gotten several good suggetions including going to my family dr or the emergency room and telling them i'm having a psychological emergency and they may not be able to help me there
but they can at least help me find someone or somewhere that will help.
you can also go by a local chruch and see if you can find help there

if you don't have a car or a way to get there
you can always call a national suicide help hotline
1-800-784-2433
1-800-273-8255

good luck
and please, don't give up
i know you may feel alone because i sure as hell do
but your not the only one who is going through this

i used to cut but i told a friend that i trust. its not easy but its worth it. i havent cut in 2 months. instead i write and listen to music to relieve my emotions while keeping my mind off cutting. talking about it also helps

Hey, I'm doing my exams too and i understand the stress that's involved. I self harm too and I have done for about a year, I'm also finding it difficult to stop and I haven't told anyone about it like friends or family because I'm scared they will think I'm a freak or a phsyco, I also have to cover up my cuts and scars so that no one finds out. I find that it can be easier to talk to someone who is going through the same thing as you than other people such as friends and family because clearly you don't want them to know and people going through the same thing will understand you and what you're going through so if you need to talk to someone, e-mail me or add me on msn if you have it, my addy is Email this person and I will try and help. x